I'm not gonna lie. It's hard. Spending week after week without him, longing for the weekend when we can be together. Just thinking of him makes me smile.

Everything's better in a dream

The easiest place to feel alone, is when you're surrounded by happy people

Im slowly regressing to the person i used to be, and its scaring the shit out of me

When your life consists of inconsistencies, it is best to expect that nothing you expect is to be expected. -Dyl Ruth

Just when those moments of loneliness hit. A longing, a desire. Missing what you've never had.

i thought about waking to xmas presents and thought "its jst a holiday made up for presents" i remembered no, its about Jesus' birth. how sad what its become.